I have voiced some and thought often about the end of all things Me, and the stir of doubt and fear all about me rises like the dust before the desert rain.
I have spoke of legacies lost, souls unbidden, dreams unclear, and waxed esoterically about the here and now having been then and there..
Amidst all this… one thing has been left unsaid.
I am… a man who can change the world with his words.
It is bathed in arrogance, such a proclamation, that one can only see an Ego’s fresh shine…
But….. Any that hear me.. any that read Me…even those whom are bent upon a moment to launch a shattering rebuke.. are faced with the certainty that truth wields..
and… if they have courage, will listen, then think.
I am beset with countless flaws… and the means and ways of Me are just as likely to incite anger than render Mirth, and many just wonder and some just stare…
But I can say that one thing is certain…. they are aware Of Me.
I went through a Cancer Scare in 2009, this was written in the midst of that. I had left a very troubled and painful marriage, and had only just began to comprehend what the Apnea and sleep deprivation had cost me. This moment led to the momentum that became 10,000 Sleepless Nights.