Everyone seeks a herald of the truth, or a would be earnest keeper, that would serve us best. However, should it reveal our vices, or be some oculist to ensure clarity of our being, then we fear it would reveal… Us
This endless merry go round… our need of the truth of us to be known.. and at any given moment… the devastation we will wrought.. to ensure, such truth will never come to be.
We ache.. fear.. long.. beg.. lament.. terrorize… wish for… destroy … ache … ruin… hide from… sabotage… and surrender to… all for the same
THE TRUTH … OF US.
may we never know it… may others break us for it..
But either way.. may we know peace…
Self Reflection… is there anymore an odious concept to which one can prescribe to doing, but in reality are more deceptive to ourselves about and even more so to others. Oh we will espouse our courageous journeys undertaken through its means, and then with scholarly countenance speak of how many our own virtues we discovered, like ancient treasures along the hallowed path of introspection we took.
What we almost never mention, it is what we really found, inside us.
No Self Reflection, is complete without a walk along the dark roads of us.
The place where we find our vices, failings, our petty grudges and lingering resentments, our spitefulness and self loathing, all lurking within us as they are in everyone else.
Then there is the avenues of our sufferings, wounds and scars, lamentations and regrets, this winding on and on, seeming to never end.
It is not for me to say that one cannot find themselves in the shimmering truth of what their own Mirror may show, It is just so very few, even at times myself, will truly own all of what is there before them.
Some of you may remember that I took issue with the IRS targeting certain groups based on their politics. If you think they didn’t your an Idiot. (unfriend moment) The evidence is absolute and all that remains is to fill in the blanks of All that was involved.
Four days after I posted this…………..
I was audited, going back to 2009. I was never informed I was audited, in any medium, until a levy appeared. The amount in dispute I was never given a chance to argue the merits They just decided I owed It, and took it.
I learned of the dates and the amounts After the fact.
Now, the total amount to be Levied has now been paid.. yet the levy remains. Because one cannot get a person on the Phone, Correspondence, etc.
The amount taken from me by the IRS may not be much compared to some, and certainly not as much as many will get in child tax credits but certainly more than the 45%of the nations Federal Income Tax Payers who are not, in fact, tax payers in this way because they Pay No FICA in any case.
I am not part of the 1% as the rally call to hate implies, and I have paid my fair share. (WHICH IS EVERY CENT I HAVE PAID IN MY LIFE THAT MILLIONS HAVE NOT)
I am Just an American who happens to dare criticize a government for abuse of power.
Some things never cease to amaze me.
The beheading of an innocent woman in OK, and the debate .. work place violence vs. Lone Wolf . There is NO DEBATE! It is YET AGAIN radical Islam and the barbarity it represents. Why people think we can hug it out or if we are so semantically subservient to “Muslim sensibilities” that they will abandon jihad on the way to Abercrombie and Fitch. And what in the blue fuck is a “moderate” Muslim anyway.. I will tell you… those that remain indifferent as the “radical jihadists” kill and behead us. They say nothing, they do nothing.
Hey Moderate Islam… eventually America will get really bent and then a terrible wrath will befall many.. and the worse part, INNOCENTS will die.. and I am thinking that at that moment you will ask yourself, why, WHY are people standing by and letting innocents be killed. Your answer will be found in the nearest mirror, that’s if you have the stones to look in it.
Hey ISIL I hear you got your Jihadity all pimped out and what not.. Gonna bring it to our door..
I have some Swamp Stomping, stand sitting, bog running, river riding Fellas who would love to me make your acquaintance.. Hell we will tell ya right where we are.. Come get some..
ISIL is a bunch of sorry Ass Basic Bitches!